Fly fishing club is a wonderful part of my life because it reminds
me to take things slowly. During the school year there aren’t
enough hours in the day to do everything I want and need to do. There
are meetings and deadlines and timed tests; the clock is my master.
Fly fishing enables me to forget about time. Though we only take a few
trips per year, being part of the Seattle Youth Fly Fishers allows me
to go on imaginary fishing outings. In the fall, we practice casting
once a week on a grass field in the center of a bustling city of half
a million. I am without a fly, far from a river or fish, but the rhythm
of the cast takes me miles away to a forested fishing hole in the vast
Northwest wilderness. For a moment, the street sounds and city lights
vanish and I am floating down a river with my line in the water. The
only thing on my mind is watching the fish rise to my fly. The best
part is that I have all the time in the world.
I'm not dexterous enough to be a great artist, but I've always cherished
drawing. My political cartoons are measured and meticulous, hard fought
to make every detail perfect. But when I let go, allowing each pen stroke
to sculpt the next, I attain something no planned caricature can: inspiration
rather than depiction. Unlike my political cartoons, these drawings
aren't just an expression of what's in my head. They create new stories,
and new thoughts. Often when I haven't drawn for a while I almost have
to teach myself to draw again, reorienting my hands to the task. But
I've always known the reward is worth it.
As I lay there, my chest heaving and sweat flooding from every pore,
I knew only one thing. I had knocked down the wall. For a year I had
been trying to break a time of 7:20 over 2000 meters, rowing on an ergometer,
or rowing machine. And finally I had done it. 7:19.3. It took several
long minutes for me to regain my breath. A sense of euphoria set in
as I stumbled dizzily towards the boathouse. A large, foolish grin spread
across my face, though my temples were throbbing and the ground spun
beneath me. This is what crew has given me. Rowing three hours daily
since freshman year has resulted in sore muscles, raw, blistering hands,
and worry about races and ergometer tests. But crew has also brought
the satisfaction of suffering through pain and hardship, and the bonds
formed with teammates after coming through these experiences together.
Compared to the entire American population, I am an above average swimmer.
In the world of high school competitive swimming, I am a floaty. But
I wouldn't have it any other way. From the beginning of high school
swimming, I quickly realized that I would not be the greatest asset
to the team's speed, but that I could be a vital part of its chlorinated
spirit. And for the past four years,I have been the teammate who is
at every practice, brings extra towels to meets, and has all the good
snacks. And when big meets, like districts and state, roll around, I
am always there, not to swim, but to cheer and support. By insisting
on being at every practice, every meet, I have improved as an athlete,
acquired permanent goggle marks and become captain. And while I like
to see my times improve, I take the most joy out of seeing others do
their best. And it helps to know that the goldfish I brought them may
have made the difference.
It’s three o’clock, Tuesday afternoon. Fourth and fifth-graders
push to get through the door of room 105 at Leschi Elementary. Amongst
the crowd I see Jelani, my student. He opens his trumpet case upside
down, and I catch his horn before it hits the ground. Music is the driving
force of my life, so when Seattle Music Partners came to my school asking
for volunteers to tutor underserved kids, I knew it was for me. For
two hours each Tuesday last year, Jelani and I practiced together. His
improvement was vast. In his first recital, we improvised a duet on
our mouthpieces. A few months later, we performed “When The Saints
Go Marching In.” I once played with Paquito D’Rivera, who
told me that he learns more from his students than they learn from him.
At the time I laughed in disbelief, but I’ve found meaning to
his words.
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